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An alteration of the book trailer's Aletono into an AU NSFW sketch.

Thu, 14 May 2026 06:09:59 GMT

Here's the NSFW Aletono below...!
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Those not-mon-anime battle cards my sister bought in high school around '11

Tue, 19 Aug 2025 02:53:02 GMT

There are Japanese not-quite-mon cards my sister bought in high school that never took off like the particularly famous mon cards, and for years they sat around collecting dust by our TV set. She was in high school in the late '00's to very early '10's. It's long past.

It reminds me of a collector's edition thing we got in '13 or '14 or so. I actually keep them nearby and sometimes sort through them. But it's been more than 10 years now--maybe 11 years, maybe 12. The fact that there are cards around that are important to me but are so old is strange. "You'll never be a teenager again" settled in me by 30, but it's strong this year at 33 turning 34 by year's end.

Why are they important to me? I know why, but as long as they exist... I'll know the years have kept going on! How odd. Maybe one day I'll lose most of them. But then the memory will stick, even if whispering. I'm unsure if I'm surprised to be 33 or not. I always had a stubborn but easily depressed mentality. It was easier to hide till university.

I'm glad I've reached 33. What an odd year. Reminds me of the year I turned 13. Less sparkling, but something important to me. Especially with what I've been trying to get out lately. I've always wanted to. Blue Horizon is something I've grown up with since around 13... How odd!

Beyond that, I remember going through blog posts that Neocities people have found from older people who were slowly recording their collection of special edition childhood erasers and such from the '70's. Japanese people in particular, with cute materials! People from elsewhere, too. I feel like that when I think about some of the little items we have around the house. There's an interesting rainbowing LGBTQ-ass card from my sister's high school set that I put away in a DVD case, and that card may be less dusty or musty than the rest? Maybe.

Here's the little cute eraser set from the Japanese person I found through Neocities, which reminds me of the Chandrani-Rivera triplets from Blue Horizon. I think the copyright of these cartoon critters may still be up or not, so if I ever need to delete, oh well, but I'll still put it under a cut for now:

( Someone else's memory that reminds me of my characters from Blue Horizon )

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Adding odds and ends that I feel like is awkward to add to modern socmed or sites

Tue, 19 Aug 2025 02:23:03 GMT

I found this ASCII on one of the popular kaomoji sites:

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It's Antonio and Layla recollecting being 8 to 12 years age (despite being two years apart).

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Blue Horizon: these days of love. (18+ excerpt.)

Thu, 24 Jul 2025 18:20:02 GMT

Title: Blue Horizon – these days of love.

Genre: Fluff

Rating: For ages 18+!

Content warning: Implied depression, implied past harassment (not between the main protagonists involved)

Spoiler warning: Alejandro Altaha’s (Shakir’s) view of Antonio Chandrani-Rivera (Nasir Hadid-Salah) within the overarching story; vaguer implication of a future storyline; general implications regarding Alejandro and Antonio’s relationship within Blue Horizon; their place of study, which is already revealed in the more secret routes of Blue Horizon: Hibiscus, or the Loved Garden Paths of Raj Rivera

Summary:

Antonio slammed his own suite’s door open. His breath sucked right into his mouth.

Alejandro was sitting there again, right on his bed.

He had Antonio’s tired, teal, flower-patterned blankets wrapped around himself like last time. He’d left Antonio’s teal pillow where it was instead of hug it again. Long dark hair fell all over, not particularly sexy—certainly disheveled.

Alejandro greeted him as Antonio closed and locked the door, gawking.

Alejandro said, charmingly, “Hello.”

Author’s notes: To be honest, since a lot of Blue Horizon has been planned out, I’ve been writing smut that will debut in later books for a few months.

This was already written; I plan to write an alternate version, even with some similarity, for a more finalized draft. However, I’ve decided to drop it as it is right now.

This is in protest and critique of recent actions of sites and processors who host and until thus-far have allowed indie and adult media across the board, who have been taking shit actions out of apparent “pressure.” I agree that people should utilize collective power to increase pressure in the opposite manner and threshold.

While this is canon compliant to Blue Horizon and I consider Antonio and Alejandro’s sex life canon AF, one day I may label this particular scene “canon divergent.” Again, it is an excerpt from later novels which may turn out totally different in the future.

(Edit: Forgot to note, but Blue Horizon has a Kickstarter for its first epic science fantasy novel ready to launch, soon...! If you're uninterested, you can also support me via Ko-fi here. Here's the PDF download for this short story on Bookfunnel here.)

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BLUE HORIZON: these days of love.

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( a bit selfish )

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